Bummed about Radon Exposure

Bummed about radon exposure,
Seeping in my brain and my eyes;
Waitin for the message I told her
to get to the other side;

Growin a heart on my sleeve,
Like a push-penny, delicate meat,
Watchin my face grow cold
As I look for the start of my street;

No one sees my fear in this place
Where the great golden gate
Looks like a swallowed dove
And killing makes all lovers hate.